I just can't wait for O Levels to be over, yet at the same time fearing for it's arrival. Totally contradicting myself, yes I know. Try imagining what life would be after O's is like a dream. Freedom from school, studies, stress, pressure and more! Wouldn't life be AWESOME?! Though it may seem like a fairytale, we all know that it is temporary too. The day for the release of the O levels result would then be another nightmare for all of us.
Consciously I do know that time is running out, I need to get down to work and pull up my socks but I just don't seem to have the motivation there, the will do well. It feels like I am living my life aimlessly, whereas others have big dreams of what they want their life to be in the future and their ambitions or simply which school they would like to go to next. Having an aim motivates one to do well, but i don't know why either, I just can't seem to find an aim.
Yes, I know life would be though from now till O's, but I know that if I have the will to do well, I will. So, I will try to motivate myself to start studying before it's too late.
