Friday, May 24, 2013

It's your choice


If I were to tell you now that everything in life is all about choices, would you believe me? And now, whether you believe or not, it is a choice of yours, yes, you're choosing. 
Actually, I do agree that everything in life is just about choices you make at different junctions of your life. Honestly, whenever someone says " I don't have a choice, this is the only way " , it's not that person doesn't have a choice but it's just that he/she chose to run away from the problem. 
Throughout my life ( though it's just a few years ) I've changed. Many told me that I've changed a lot and I do agree. Thinking back, I believe it was my choice to back then. What have been done is done, it's pointless even if I were to say " I regret, I really do " now.  Nothing can still change the fact that I've changed. NOTHING. Neither can I be back to who I was back then. All we can do is to continue to change for the better. 
I really wonder if the choice I make this time is right... There is no right or wrong but the question is, is this the best for all?? Everything seemed to changed. A person who doesn't have a barrier with anyone especially good friends have changed to become someone who feels the barrier with everyone. I wish I knew the reason behind it but no ones seems to be able to give me an answer, even god. Is this my fate or is this my destiny..? 
No matter how sad you may be, you can always chose to be happy and you will be in no time. 

"IF AND ONLY IF" I knew the answer to everything, all the choices I made. 


Saturday, May 11, 2013

Time for a party

Today was a friend's birthday ( actual day ) and though it's still the prelims period, but who cares, it's like, ever since the tougher subjects are over, it's a self-declared " end of exams " and people are going out for lunch and celebrations. I'm of no exception, of course! And this being so, I went out for a birthday celebration (: 
 A cookies and cream birthday cake from polar! 
The birthday girl, Lam! well, here name is not lam, it's her surname, just that we calls her that (: 
Make a wish, blow the candles and of course...
Cut the cake! 


The present we made for Lam. With love and sincerity! HAHAHS. it's nice isn't it? (: 

After that, we had lunch at a food fair in AMK Hub and stole some utensils just to eat the cake ( not literally steal, just took extra utensils, like so AUNTY ! HAHAHAH! ) .
I wouldn't consider today as a fun day, but yeah, more like a day to hang out with this bunch of awesome friends...? (: 

Oh no... I just remembered that I've got PTC for one of my co-curriculum class tomorrow. That's crap, I don't really enjoy PTC cause yeah, students are just students and always disliking what teachers complain about them to parents. Argh, so annoying. But still, that's just life as a student...

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Just another start

Well... actually I've got a few blogs back then but I deleted them just because I thought that it wasn't nice. 
But yeah... I'm here all over again! and I hope I wouldn't end up deleting the blog again :x 
Actually, I started this blog is just to write what I feel and thinks cause it wouldn't judge me just like how the judgmental world would nor will it criticize me. 
That's all for now, till the next time (: